I Samuel 15:25
Now I beg you, forgive my sin and come back with me,
so that [we] may worship [and serve] the Lord.
Sometimes I get excited. It’s kind of like when I was a little girl and our family drove to a nearby lake to swim for the day. As soon as the car was put into P for Park, I leapt from the car and ran for the water. I was too excited to think about applying sunscreen, grabbing my towel, or helping to carry the picnic basket or blankets to the sandy beach. I was focused on getting in that water. Period.
This past week a friend mentioned a project she was getting involved in with another mutual friend — making hygiene kits for school-aged girls in Kenya. She explained that it is not unusual for young girls to miss up to two months of school because they have to stay home when they menstruate due to lack of feminine supplies. These girls use whatever is available, which may even be leaves, to protect their clothing. Such arrangements hardly make school attendance feasible. So, an organization has created a way to provide enough supplies in a small drawstring bag to be used, washed, and re-used for up to three years! My friend explained that our mutual friend was leading the charge to complete as many kits as possible by March.
Later that day she sent me a link to a website and I was off and running! Before I knew it, I had friends in three states enlisted for the cause, a Google spreadsheet to chart our progress, and a donation through Paypal to get us started! Yesterday I took that money, went to a thrift shop and bought enough fabric for several draw string bags and ordered enough flannel to make a ton of pads for the waterproof liners that my friend is getting started on. I heard about this project on Wednesday and by Friday night I had cut out enough fabric for 10 bags! I was in the water!
My friend emailed me this afternoon and told me that her sister, in yet another state, would like to be involved, too! And then it hit me. This is my friend’s project, and I had bulldozed my way into leadership! I had forgotten my sunscreen and towel! Now, my friend is very gracious — she hasn’t mentioned that she feels bulldozed, but my little internal red flag has popped up and is waving like crazy.
When I was a little girl, my mom would make sure I had a towel, lunch, drinks, and maybe even sunscreen (it was the 1970s, come on!) so I didn’t usually pay too high a price for my lake-side excitement. Over the years, though, I have learned that when I don’t pause before I run in, I sometimes trample people in my path. Now, I have made some pretty cool things happen in my life, but not always without hurting the feelings of the people around me.
So, let me go on record to say, I’m sorry if I’ve ever bulldozed you. I love being excited, and I love when you are excited with me, and I really do want you to join me in making cool things happen. So, I’m sorry that instead of joining you in your project I grabbed it and made it my project. At least in this case, can it be our project? I’ll try to calm down a little bit so that I can enjoy the journey and the people God has placed on it with me. After all, it’s really His project, isn’t it. Yes, Kristin, it’s my project. Not yours. Oh, right. It’s just a small part of my current assignment.
But guys, I am so excited about this project! Maybe you want to get excited, too! Here’s the link: http://www.daysforgirls.org/
Anyone who has two shirts should share with the one who has none,
and anyone who has food should do the same.