I’m not getting in my car today. I guess I should say, “Barring any unforeseen emergencies, I am not getting in my car today.”
When I was working full time, having a day when I didn’t have to get in the car was my idea of a day off. Some people love to drive, not me. I appreciate the fact that we have a vehicle, don’t get me wrong. I am blessed to be able to drive to the gym, to the grocery store, to visit family, and to run for coffee. But I just don’t love being in the car.
For one thing, I don’t sit well. Even when I am at home, I move around a lot. My family has gotten used to the fact that while we watch movies I fold laundry, or iron, or work on a puzzle, or play Words With Friends. I have trained myself to linger after meals to chat without stacking and clearing the dishes. I’ve already shared how I deep clean while talking on the phone. I’m not good at being still. Not even in the car.
For another thing, I appreciate the risk that comes with driving. I am a fairly good driver, contrary to my brothers’ opinions. I can drive in heavy traffic in the city, and I know how to be cautious in rain or snow. However, I am not the only one on the road. Countless individuals climb behind the wheel everyday — some of them texting, or talking, or intoxicated, or distracted, or otherwise ill-equipped to be behind the wheel. We are all just one poor choice away from an accident. I appreciate that fact and the stress that comes with the risk of driving.
For the last six days I have driven every day. I have had lots of social and work appointments. I have enjoyed them all — tutoring, and exercising, and going to Bible study, and joining friends for dinner. It’s been fun! And tomorrow we are climbing into the car to drive to Cincinnati to see our granddaughter. More fun! But today I need a day when I don’t have to get into the car.
I’ve already had the parade of beverages (thanks to my new, functioning blender). I’ve done my Bible study. Now, I’m going to do my Pilates while still in my pajamas. I plan to finish a book I’m reading, handle some paperwork that is piled on my desk, and cook a proper meal for dinner. I’m going to breathe deeply today, cuddle with Chester, and maybe even throw on my boots and trudge through the snow with him on a mini-walk.
But I’m not going to get in the car.
Tomorrow? That’s another story. I’ve already made the list:
- Make the final Minimalist Challenge donation
- Stop at the bank
- Exchange books at the library
- Go to gym
- Meet with former student
- Drive to Cincinnati.
Yep, it’s going to be another day in the car. But today? Today I will rest.
In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength.